Well. This was a draft saved around a month ago, that I never finished.
And that's the reason for the above date, even though it is now 3 December.

I was about to post when I saw it, so I'm just going to continue from where I'd left off.

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So yeah. School's in, yet again.

During the holidays I've been sleeping at extremely ungodly hours. It went to the extent of sleeping when my family was about to wake up.
Way crazy.

That's one of the things I've had to adjust when school started.
Another would be the fact that school's begun. Unfortunately I'm still not geared up for school, and my brain's tuned for the holidays.

Attended Team Bonding Camp, which was a pretty cool experience. Met new people. :D
I think it was on the morning of the second day that we went for PT. It was odd. I got that squad feeling (or the lack of it) yet again. Somehow, nothing thus far has been able to replace or even come close to this feeling. Sure they were people running. Sure I'd tried to push some of them on. Perhaps it was because I didn't even know most of the people I was trying to encourage, that made it feel rather queer. Still, there was a bit of cheering, and even that couldn't compare to squad cheers. I didn't feel that same togetherness or motivation that came from shouting cheers out loud despite the exhaustion, as was with the squad cheers.

:) I am glad you guys are still part of my life.

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Since school's in, we had to pick our timetables from 10 choices. My computer, however, decided to betray me at such a timely moment by refusing to load the selection page. I therefore ended up in a foreign class with virtually no known friends, separated from everyone I'd met last semester.

I'd say that it's worse than the beginning of the very first semester, because at least then, hardly anyone knew anyone else. As for this semester, everyone knows everyone else but me, and vice versa.

Timetable selection had been a very traumatic experience for me. As mentioned previously, my computer decided to fail on me, and I picked the best alternative that became available to me; by a stroke of luck, I'd suppose. It so happens that someone had wanted this option I'd picked, and we decided to attempt to request for a swap. Some complications arose and I was then informed that the someone I was supposed to swap with would be able to get my timetable. I, however, wouldn't be able to get her timetable. Why, how nice.

And somehow, possibly by another stroke of luck, I managed to get it in the end. I guess that was a little incentive, because I'd preferred that timetable more.

So I made do with that, and here I am now. Still separated from the people I'd have chosen to be with, still awkward in the current class of mine, but accepting it because... it could have been worse. :)

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This semester's modules have proved themselves to be a challenge to me. Or so I think.
Maybe after one semester, the bulk of my brain cells decided to pull a suicide stunt. If only I knew what went on in there.

Well, no matter. That's not something I can change.

Speaking of modules, I really should be studying for my upcoming tests, but I am obviously not, yet again. It seems I blog in the most crucial of periods, no? Every time I have tests and have MUCH better and productive things to do (i.e. studying), I'd be here, talking to myself.

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I'd had a few other things to blog about, but after finishing whatever I'd intended to type a month back, I have become slightly lazy and reluctant to do so.

Thus explaining this abrupt end.